Amen, Brother Beacon! Only in complete, continual surrender to Jesus will be fulfilled our life purpose and destiny!
Character is developed day by day, but there come turning points in which key decisions are made in the heart. As Judas heard what Christ was really offering--a spiritual rather than a temporal kingdom--he did not really want what Christ had to offer. How is it with us? If our grandest ambitions and loftiest aims are disappointed by Christ because we see He has a different plan for us, are we open to His spiritual kingdom over what even well-meaning people may expect of us? It was not just Judas who expected a temporal kingdom. This hope was largely shared by the entire Jewish nation, and the 12 disciples were far too often struggling and jostling to try to be first in such a kingdom (that would never actually exist in the way they thought it would). Oh, may we learn today the IMPORTANCE of taking Jesus AT HIS WORD and letting His Word distill our desires and purposes to be in surrendered harmony with His alone. Only in complete surrender (something Judas never fully did) will we experience all of the fruits of the Spirit without one missing in our lives. Only as we accept the spiritual kingdom Christ offers to set up in our hearts will we be able to truly understand His lessons. May we learn of Christ today is my prayer for us all!
"Christ's discourse in the synagogue concerning the bread of life was the turning point in the history of Judas. He heard the words, 'Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink His blood, ye have no life in you.' John 6:53. He saw that Christ was offering spiritual rather than worldly good. He regarded himself as farsighted, and thought he could see that Jesus would have no honor, and that He could bestow no high position upon His followers. He determined not to unite himself so closely to Christ but that he could draw away. He would watch. And he did watch." {The Desire of Ages, page 719, paragraph 1}
The way in which Judas watched was not to see the spiritual kingdom Christ was offering, but to see the reasons why Christ was not really the Messiah that he was looking for. And Judas began to find more and more evidence to support his false theology and selfish desires, for Satan was seeking to communicate his own deceptive attributes to Judas. But in contrast to this we see what true watching is all about: "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak" (Matthew 26:41). This watching is that we would see the real character of Jesus, and, being changed by Him, be imbued with the power of the Holy Spirit to resist the temptations that will come to us. Day by day we are either watching unto prayer to resist temptation, or we are watching for opportunities to manifest our own will and way. May we so learn of Christ that this becomes our experience, in contrast to what Judas would choose:
"All true obedience comes from the heart. It was heart work with Christ. And if we consent, He will so identify Himself with our thoughts and aims, so blend our hearts and minds into conformity to His will, that when obeying Him we shall be but carrying out our own impulses. The will, refined and sanctified, will find its highest delight in doing His service. When we know God as it is our privilege to know Him, our life will be a life of continual obedience. Through an appreciation of the character of Christ, through communion with God, sin will become hateful to us." {The Desire of Ages, page 668, paragraph 3}
The reason sin did not become hateful to Judas was that He did not experientially know Christ's character by surrender of Himself to Jesus; Judas did not allow communion with God to transform him. I pray that we will let God change us and that we will gladly cooperate with that transformation by the decision day by day to behold the Lamb of God in this sweet "thoughtful hour" upon the life of Christ!!!