Oh, Naja! As his mother, my heart breaks for you. Our children, precious children, Satan wishes to destroy by any means possible. If we can comprehend it, God loves them more than do we. We will commit this situation to God and His Spirit, as there is no greater power under heaven by which to snatch him back.
We will also pray for your tender heart, dear mother. By faith, believe God is already working to restore that which has been lost.